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Good morning world a minute with Toni

Good morning world, I awoke at 530 am, another day to be grateful for and the rain is about to arrive. Nana had her doctor’s appoinment and the first time she was out of the house in a couple of weeks. the doctor said how remarkable she is. We just need to monitor her intake of liquids to avoid fluid getting into her lungs.
I’m so fired up and excited as my dream team Susan Sophia Daya Hamwi, Chris Luke Kiana KikiMa Prema, Kiki Kettner and Fiz Anthony take steps in the direction to empower , educate , inspire and transform schools, parents and the students in a ground breaking program we have begun to create. It’s so amazing to me that I never saw the parallels to the life and work of our angel Toni Bua and her and Gene’s Here’s To Life foundation, “Pepper Street” the longest running musical in Los Angeles history dealing with Teen Suicide which was not anywhere near as prevalent as it is today.
As I have shared many times before, the first scene that I was handed on my very first day at AFL acting for life class by the late great Toni Bua was a scene, where the character I was playing was thanking her best friend played by one of my most favorite women , teacher, and number one ife, death and dying coach on the planet. my Auntie Shelley Whizin for sticking up for her when she was being bullied, sharing with her, that was the day she was planning on going home to take her life. Whoa!, the difference one person can make in our lives, they can bring us back to life, give new meaning to our lives, help us fly agin, swim again, climb again, breathe again.

That was who Toni Bua was for me. She sewed so deep in it my soul, leaving an indelible mark on my heart. As the tears start to hit the key board as I write this. There is that all encompassing love that fills me full. It somehow feels delicious and yet so painful and tender all at the same time. After all

it’s only been two months and it’s still so raw and hits me at unexpected moments. “Embrace it all” “feel it all” “let it go” Wow, that’d the best part, I have learned that oh so challenging skill. I can allow myself to feel every last morsel of the pain, anger, sadness and then “Let if go” I also realized as I moved through the darkest parts my journey my hearts song was calling forth Toni Bua into my life.. She is the greatest gift that you could have received in this lifetime. Anyone who even was blessed to meet her one time knew it. One of the countless songs that I channeled is “A Minute With Toni”

Don’t miss the opportunity to work with me as your Heart Song coach and tell your story today. Everyone has a story a message a Heart Song. Heart Songs are vehicles for full self expression, confidence, finding your voice. Heart Songs and videos can also be created by me and my brilliant creative team of Peter Tentindo, Chris Luke and Fiz Anthony for amy occasion ,birthdays, anniversaries, “Mother’s day is coning up” what better way to honor someone you love? “”Better then a Hallmark card” we do memorials and tributes, we even work with bereavement support and hospice. What better gift to give then the gift of song….
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Good Morning World saturday blessings

Good morning world, I awake at 545am , bubbling into the sweet pool of gratitude that Nana s even stronger woohoo!!! and I got to light up the air waves last night on The Jordan Rich show. Speaking about my experiences of being bullied and not speaking up and suffering so many years of depression. Wonderful people called up and shared their stories too. I literally felt my angel’s Toni Bua’s wings holding me, since she was solely connected to me finding the access to all of this hidden pain and grief and no longer being debilitated by it hallelujah!!!

It’s funny how no matter how long we might wait to share an experience that scarred us in any way, it’s never too late!!! By sharing our story, not only are we healing, we are permitting everyone to share theirs as well.There is a healing that not only takes place for the individual, it actually like Toni Bua so brilliantly taught us at AFL “acting for life” this healing reverberates throughout the planet.

One of the most powerful tools I have used to heal and learn the power of forgiveness and I share it with you is Hono Pono Pono which is a masterful teaching from the Hawaiin native language. This mantra Hono Pono Pono repeated over and over again will move mountains. It’s its simple yet so life changing

“I’m sorry”
“Please forgive me”
“Thank you”
” I love you”

I even a channeled a song and performed it for the congregation of Bnai Horim for the jewish holiday referred to as the day of atonement Yom Kippur. I had everyone repeat it after me to a beautiful melody on the piano, I lead them to say it to themselves and then to each other it was an epic experience. So many were crying including Rabbi Stan and his beautiful wife Linda.

I feel so beyond blessed to share the gifts that God has given me in this lifetime. Don’s miss the opportunity to work with me as your Heart Song coach and tell your story today. Everyone has a story a message a Heart Song. Heart Songs are vehicles for full self expression, confidence, finding your voice.

Heart Songs and videos can also be created by me and my brilliant creative team at Gift of Song with Peter Tentindo, Chris Luke and Fiz Anthony for amy occasion ,birthdays, anniversaries, “Mother’s day is coning up” what better way to honor someone you love? “”Better then a Hallmark card” we do memorials and powerful tributes, we even work with bereavement support and hospice. What better gift to give then the gift of song….
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Good morning world gratitude Tuesday

Good morning world, I continue to be grateful for the growing strength of my Nana “miracle” Frances. She is out of this world!!! I can’t believe how late I went to sleep. When you are on purpose, you are filled with a tireless energy that takes you over. I’m over the moon to share that’s what’s going on for me. Scraping ice and snow off the car, definitely is not a “joy’ and yet i’m still filed to overflowing with “joy” because it’s a vibration that is un-disturbable by circumstances.

I know that is not an easy concept to grasp for most. There was no one I have ever known who emanated this better then our angel Toni Bua. No matter what she was going through; chemo, radiation, surgery, she still beamed with “joy” the true essence of joy the deep undeniable feeling that can’t be disturbed by any circumstance. Michael Beckwith has been teaching this at Agape and I had wanted to believe it. The first song I ever channeled was “Anything is Possible” and that speaks of believing in what’s possible. It’s a whole other level when you step into “knowing”

Sometimes you suddenly find yourself on a completely different station and you are not sure how you got there. One thing I have learned is that when you have found tools to overcome insurmountable challenges, you have a responsibility to share and teach. I believe in the heroes journey , we are given gifts and tools along the way. if we are but yet so fortunate to make it through. I continue to share my gratitude and “joy” for
getting these magical keys..

I want to share them with you if you are called to work with me as your Heart Song coach and my brilliant creative team that can create your Heart Song with you. We all have a message or a song in our hearts. We all have a voice a unique stamp that we are here to leave on the planet. I have been so blessed to find the path to healing after suffering over 30 years with depression. As I have learned how to traverse this physical life plane and find my way. I know you can too!!!

As I have also shared my angel/soul mother and goddess Toni Bua so lovingly taught me how to release what was blocking my true inner happiness and connect to it as my always ever present vibration. Let’s dive deep and swim in your own “joy” and express it and be free. I will be sharing some of this magic on my cousin’s radio show The Jordan Rich show, I want empower parents and inform them that if their children are being bullied, the effects can be detrimental, as they were in my case and my best childhood friend,If they are not aware if it. It’s all about family empowerment. I will be heard in 38 states and on line on WBZ radio this Friday April 8th at 130 AM EST 1030 PM PST

Contact me at
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and my brilliant team of Peter Tentindo, Chris Luke and Fiz Anthony we will create a Heart Song for healing , empowerment, inspiration, liberation and of course to celebrate any occasion. What better gift to give then the gift of song…..
We can perform live and we can also create a song on the spot at your next event. Remember “Live your dream” I love you Toni Bua forever and a day!!! Make magic today and share it with me….

Good morning world Monday gratitude

Good morning world, I awake at 5am, the miracles of snow falling and yet another precious day of “life” and “joy” and Nana Frances feeling stronger. I continue to move through this back pain experience. I have found many gifts in it. One thing that has been quite healing is rest. I have been taking naps and replenishing my body, mind and spirit. I’m so grateful for the massage that I’m so blessed to be getting this morning.

One of the key things I have learned at being part of the sacred Agape community and from my teacher Michael Beckwith is that being on a spiritual journey, everything that happens is “for” us not ” to” us we are not victims, if we can see we are not our circumstances
we cannot be ruled or limited by them. We are limitless and illimitable beings. This literal physical pain has invited moire unexpressed anger from childhood. The elementary school classmate, who pulled a chair out from under me, when I went to sit down.

At the time I lacked the tools to know how to speak up for myself. it’s almost like I have shared before, when you are weak you are a target  for this kind of treatment. I continued to invite it into almost my entire life until I “woke up” Finding not only the confidence to believe in myself but also the fearlessness that I didn’t knew resided in my soul. It was the way our angel Toni Bua took me under her wing and inspired me, lit a fire in me, invited those unexpressed emotions to come to the surface. Once I began to become friends with my demons, I began to experience a freedom that I had never felt before.

Once again like Toni Bua said right up to the very end of her time on earth, ” I feel like the luckiest girl in the world” to not only have been raised by the best mother, Nana and Papa and a few cherished friendships that continue to grow and glow on the east coast. I also have my most precious AFL acting for life soul family. I will never be able to thank Lisa Conrad Cohen enough,who I so lovingly call my fairy goddess mother for inviting me to class and into my deepest love for myself , my deepest healing, the discovery of all of my soul’s gifts being shared with the world.

As I have shared many times , the day back in November 2012, I walked through the doors of the Banshee Theatre and I looked into Toni Bua’s eyes for the first time in this lifetime, I was sure we had danced before and I finally found my way back to my destiny. The weeks and months that followed would invite more of me to be expressed. Every Friday has been like an elixir to my soul. I had come up with the phrase lets get our “Heal On” which Toni Bua lit up like a Christmas tree every time I would say it. Every brilliant soul that has been lead to the brilliance to Gene and Toni Bua are the luckiest ones in the world. We are not only a precious village, we have so much to share with the world .

I feel so strongly that we are here to powerfully carry on their legacy in every way we feel called to. I’m blessed to be constantly channeling songs with the brilliant teachings flowing throwing with me. As my music will be released globally later his year, I realize that the messages will be shared so powerfully through the most rhythmic and melodious music it will unapolgetically land into the hearts of everyone that hears it and can’t help but feel it, They will be transformed , healed and lifted and shifted without even knowing it!!

Thanks to Toni Bua I woke up to my true divinity and I’m completely free one of my lyrics to a song that came through me “to express it naked and undressed” in my truth no matter what it looks like. As a Heart Song coach giftofsongs.com
I have the gift of leading you into your heart. I will guide you to your authentic voice and feeling your true inner confidence and as a result we can create your own unique song that lives in your heart. Everyone has a message in their heart and its your Heart Song. Contact me if your ready to live life of “joy” regardless of circumstances. Dom’t forget what Toni Bua taught us ” live your dream” I love you Toni Bua forever and day!!!

Good morning world Sunday gratitude

Good morning world, I awake at 5am, the miracles of snow falling and yet another precious day of “life” and “joy” and Nana Frances feeling stronger. I continue to move through this back pain experience. I have found many gifts in it. One thing that has been quite healing is rest. I have been taking naps and replenishing my body, mind and spirit. I’m so grateful for the massage that I’m so blessed to be getting this morning.
One of the key things I have learned at being part of the sacred Agape community and from my teacher Michael Beckwith is that being on a spiritual journey, everything that happens is “for” us not ” to” us we are not victims, if we can see we are not our circumstances

we cannot be ruled or limited by them. We are limitless and illimitable beings. This literal physical pain has invited moire unexpressed anger from childhood. The elementary school classmate, who pulled a chair out from under me, when I went to sit down. At the time I lacked the tools to know how to speak up for myself. it’s almost like I have shared before, when you are weak you are prey for this kind of treatment. I continued to invite it into almost my entire life until I “woke up” Finding not only the confidence to believe in myself but also the fearlessness that I didn’t knew resided in my soul. It was the way our angel Toni Bua took me under her wing and inspired me, lit a fire in me, invited those unexpressed emotions to come to the surface. Once I began to become friends with my demons, I began to experience a freedom that I had never felt before.

Once again like Toni Bua said right up to the very end of her time on earth, ” I feel like the luckiest girl in the world” to not only have been raised by the best mother, Nana and Papa and a few cherished friendships that continue to grow and glow on the east coast. I also have my most precious AFL acting for life soul family. I will never be able to thank Lisa Conrad Cohen enough,who I so lovingly call my fairy goddess mother for inviting me to class and into my deepest love for myself , my deepest healing, the discovery of all of my soul’s gifts being shared with the world.
As I have shared many times , the day back in November 2012, I walked through the doors of the Banshee Theatre and I looked into Toni Bua’s eyes for the first time in this lifetime, I was sure we had danced before and I finally found my way back to my destiny. The weeks and months that followed would invite more of me to be expressed. Every Friday has been like an elixir to my soul. I had come up with the phrase lets get our “Heal On” which Toni Bua lit up like a Christmas tree every time I would say it. Every brilliant soul that has been lead to the brilliance to Gene and Toni Bua are the luckiest ones in the world. We are not only a precious village, we have so much to share with the world .

I feel so strongly that we are here to powerfully carry on their legacy in every way we feel called to. I’m blessed to be constantly channeling songs with the brilliant teachings flowing throwing with me. As my music will be released globally later his year, I realize that the messages will be shared so powerfully through the most rhythmic and melodious music it will unapolgetically land into the hearts of everyone that hears it and can’t help but feel it, They will be transformed , healed and lifted and shifted without even knowing it!!

Thanks to Toni Bua I woke up to my true divinity and I’m completely free one of my lyrics to a song that came through me “to express it naked and undressed” in my truth no matter what it looks like. As a Heart Song coach giftofsongs.com
I have the gift of leading you into your heart. I will guide you to your authentic voice and feeling your true inner confidence and as a result we can create your own unique song that lives in your heart. Everyone has a message in their heart and its your Heart Song. Contact me if your ready to live life of “joy” regardless of circumstances. Dom’t forget what Toni Bua taught us ” live your dream” I love you Toni Bua forever and day!!!

Good morning world Sat Gratitude

Good morning world I awake at 5am and the gratitude wells up in me for the miraculous healing of my back and the continued growing strength of Nana Frances. I woke up in agony yesterday morning, today it’s not bothering me anywhere near as much. I continue to live like Toni Bua taught us in gratitude for everything. I was so amazed how expressing myself on FB yesterday brought about such a shift within my emotional body woohoo!!

Michael Beckwith was talking about not suppressing your blessings recently and It really hit me. We are the only ones who block our blessings.By being honest with ourselves, we realize there are thoughts we have consciously or unconsciously that lead us either in the direction of our dreams or away from them. We can so easily be distracted so the key is to keep our focus on the thing that lights us up, turns us on and brings us joy. Im so committed to living a life that brings me joy as well as everyone else. Life is not as precious when we are not sharing our joy with each other and giving back the gifs we have been so blessed to be given in this lifetime.

Toni Bua sewed so deep into my heart and soul about “live your dream” that is has been etched in me as an indelible mark that now breathes me. I only send messages of my fire burning desires into the loving and generous universe and that is the receptive and loving response that comes back to me every time. It’s so amazing when we truly get that we create our reality and we literally create our world!!

That’s why I was so inspired to publish “How One Word Will Change Your World” since the detrimental effects of bullying throughout my entire childhood left scars that have taken over 30 years to heal. I was filled to overflowing with a burning desire to help children and parents to be empowered to avoid going through a lifetime of suffering of anxiety, depression or in the worst case scenario suicide. I was plagued by the thoughts of wanting to die throughout the formative years of childhood.

Even being blessed with the love of three of the best parents in the world my Nana Frances, Papa Harold and my beautiful and precious mother Susan, could not prevent the painful years of suffering. What I have shared before is that without that love ever present during my childhood, I would not have been able to live through it. One of my friends was not so lucky,
she did not find the tools in her lifetime to heal. I have dedicated my book to her and to my Papa. She was my only friend growing up as we were the only 2 black sheep in a private school and at the time the only ones from single parent families. Since her name is “Joy” that is the gift that I share with children and parents and families, she can be carried on through me stepping up like Toni Bua taught me to do. Toni Bua lit a fire in me that will burn eternaly.

As I continue to heal and feel her with me every step of the way. I can’t help but share her with everyone I meet . I even show them the magical business card that I carry around with me, that Patricia Sill so beautifully and brilliantly had made up for the magical celebration of our angel for the best going away party ever , so exquisitely produced by her best friend and who I so lovingly call my auntie Shelley Whizin. The cards read “Its never what you think it is and anything can happen live your dreams, believe in the magic love on wings” Toni Bull Bua

good morning world Friday healing

Good morning world, I awoke at 6am, Nana Frances has continued to show miraculous signs of healing and for that I am so beyond grateful!!! Yet I don’t know how to find the gratitude in this moment for what happened yesterday and continues to plague me this morning. I’m open to seeing it In the face of being in physical agony. I have been feeling so strong and enjoying my return to exercise and the ahhmazing high endurance spin classes and then my Bikram yoga. It has been so healing and it’s been over 2 years since I have experienced any kind of pain like this

While I was in Bikram yoga, I was making the move called head to knee and then I felt a twinge in my back and I know that message from the body says “stop” and I immediately laid back down and was breathing and praying and saying “please Toni Bua and all of my angels, let me heal quickly, I am here for Nana and mom, not to be taken care of”
Here I am in Boston to serve my mother and Nana Frances and this doesn’t make sense to me. I feel a bit lost and bewildered as I write this the tears trickle down my cheek. I listen to Agape and the words of my teacher Michael Beckwith I will find a way to see a gift in even this very challenging day!!!

Sometimes I think how I suffered for over 30 years with depression. I am now going through feeling so many unexpressed and over due emotions. It feels like a tsunami at times.I thank Toni Bua for letting me access this entire pool. I have this precious gift of using all of this and transmuting it into art and creative expression. In my own unique way and with the help of my genius creative partners Peter Tentindo, Chris Luke and Fiz Anthony into endless songs of love,healing, empowerment and inspiration.

Creating HearttSong workshops and being a Heart Song coach to help children and adults to open up their hearts, to find their voice. To help them build confidence and unlock the keys to their own true inner “Joy” what a gift I have and how enthusiastic I am to share it and express it. I guess in writing this I feel a shift in my soul. Maybe i have found the gift in this painful experience by sharing it and in expressing in this moment
It’s in expressing and not holding back that “release” happens and freedom is the result. Wow, as I wrap up this blog/post I am feeling so much better. Please share this with others who might be feeling stuck as an example of how we can navigate through anything as Toni Bua so lovingly and brilliantly taught us “with love and bringing the humanity in everything we do” If you are feeling stuck or ready to express your Heart Song contact me and my team.

www.giftofsongs.com as always I love you Toni Bua forever and a day and i miss you AFL soul family so much. I am there with you in spirit today. Jill Schoelen rock the house today and Chase Matthews Alison Janes, Lisa Conrad Cohen Pamela Clay Magathan Bermudez ,Shelley Whizin, Jamaal Kincheloe,Tim Fredericks Claudia Coloma Alan Feinstein Aaron Cameron and anyone else I might have mised shine your brightest “Get your heal on”

Good morning world Happy Magical Monday

Good morning world , I awoke at my usual time of 5am. Happy magical Monday. Can you feel it??? Nana Frances had her her best day so far yesterday YIPEEE!!! She even woke up on her own for dinner and stayed up and thoroughly enjoyed watching a spectacular Stevie Wonder tribute that was on the DVR. She is so ahhhmazing and blows me away. She teaches how to live right up to the end. I also know that the field of love that she is swimming in, is the elixer that is sustaining her. I don’t take one precious second for granted. Toni Bua taught me how to embrace every moment and that “It’s never what I think it is ” “Anything can happen” wow wow wow, I keep experiencing this on deeper and deeper levels.

I’m so grateful that I felt the strongest physically that i have been in almost three months. I was able to power through a very high 60 minute spin class taught by the incredible Courtney. She not only is a phenomenal teacher, she plays the best music. it’s crazy that she has that gift to orchestrate the music in such a perfect way for my soul to dance. i’m also so thrilled that I am in such a creative space. Like I have shared so many times.

i have powerfully learned to transmute my pain into art. I channelled three songs yesterday. I can’t wait to record these ground breaking songs. One title is “Toni and Gene on Wings” as the lyrics and melody poured out of me I felt our angel Toni Bua throughout my entire being. As if she was singing through me, I mean even her mannerisms were coursing through my body. What a gift there are no words to describe the feeling except maybe ecstasy!!!

 

One of the lines of the song is “Let it go let it go let it go” all of you who know and love her can hear her and Gene whispering this in our ear “forever and a day”!!!” Remember if you are ready to express yourself and find your Heart Song, lets create it together
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I have to send a very special thank you to my fairy goddess mother Lisa Conrad Cohen, who lead me to my golden life, blessed eternally by our angel Toni Bua You are exquisitely beautiful inside and out!!!

Good morning world Tuesday March 21st

Good morning world, I awoke at 5am EST, grateful for yet another precious day with Nana Frances, Although yesterday she was very weak and tired, When she says “why am I so tired”? we have to keep reminding her, that even a woman 1/2 her age would be this tired after having a heart attack. Moments after I awoke, I could feel the tears begin to stream down as i was immediately feeling my angel Toni Bua, as much I celebrate her freedom from pain. I miss her so much it aches my heart and helps me process all of the emotions as I write this. I’m so excited that my mom and I started the 21 meditation with Deepak Chopra and Oprah last night. Since my mom and I have very different sleep and wake schedules. During the meditation, I was falling asleep. i have to do this a bit earlier then 11pm, since I awake at 5am lol.

I also want to share with you more about my HeartSong busines. One of our ahhhmazing sevices that me and my creative partners Peter Tentindo, Fiz Anthony and Chris Luke offer is to create HeartSongs for couples getting married. What better gift to give? This is a song that is created to tell the details of story of their love. The melody and the lyrics reflect and reveal the personalized tale of who they are. Whether your a wedding planner and want to offer this very special service to your clients. If you are the mother of the bride or the groom, the wedding party or any of the guests. There is no better gift to give.

We also ask them what their favorite genre music is and what style of artist best depicts their style. We make sure to emulate the sound and feel of the music and the voclals. We make sure the song resonates with them and it will be a gift they will treasure for the rest of their lives. This will also be a part of their legacy.
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please share with me how you are opening your heart today. if you are not and it’s something you desire, contact me. As a HeartSong coach , I will guide to open up your heart again. From this open and receptive place, we can create your HeartSong. Remember what our angel Toni Bua says “even if there were 1000 other stars in a1000 other lifetimes there will never be another you” “Live your dream” i love you Toni Bua forever and a day!!!

Good Morning Monday snow

Good morning world,

first thought is gratitude for yet another awesome day with Nana!!! We had two of Papa’s nephews Kenny and Arthur visiting in the afternoon.yesterday. Nana enjoyed herself so much and so did mom and I. Today I awoke at 6am woohoo!!! to snow on the ground and 30 degree temperature , no complaints, but I do missy sunny CA. I also did a spin class yesterday morning and finally felt more energy and more like myself. I could hear our angel Toni Bua saying “Be happy Ker” it’s beautifully strange, it felt like she was bathing me in a pool of love.
Oh our angel Toni Bua has had so much impact on my daily life when she was still here in the physical. It makes sense that she could have this magical power over my life from the heavenly realm. I also hear the mantra that we all live by that Toni Bua and Gene have taught us “It’s never what you think it is” “Anything can happen” I even have had the most unexpected conversations recently to invite more healing on the deeper levels to take place. How could that not be Toni Bua,? she wanted us to all heal all of the relationships in our lives on the deepest level. I’m convinced that Toni Bua is touching into the hearts of all of those connected to her precious village.

I continue to love being with my mother, since she is my best friend and we have spent most of these years apart. It feels ahhhmazing ito make these fresh juices and smoothies for her. Even better then that , to watch her enjoy them, brings me the most overflowing joy. We are healing her physically and we are also working on emotional and spiritual healing as well.

Life is so precious to me, every moment is such a gift and I am so excited to be sharing my gifts with the world. Especially that I can help those people that desire my help. I can help steer them to happiness through the opening of the heart and creating a heart song that invites their full self expression, which ultimately heals and liberates them. Please let me know if this resonates with you and we can create youe HeartSong together!!! i love you Toni Buaf forever and a day!!!

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Hi! I'm Kerri-Anne

Enjoy a bit of my music, see me share my gift with the world at The Agape International Spiritual center, hear my latest interview and “follow your bliss” – Joseph Campbell

“If one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavors to live the life which he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours.” – Henry David Thoreau